Teacher of the Year!

I started out my day pretty normal. Only a few minor hiccups before I took my 22 students on a field trip, so that means a pretty good day. After school, we had a faculty meeting with the superintendent where they announced Employee of the Year and Teacher of the Year. I was awarded Teacher of the Year!!!! I was truly shocked and speechless! I know it's hard to believe I was speechless...but I was. I didn't know what to say so I just smiled. Shortly after the trill of winning such an honor, I realized I was spotting and all my happy thoughts just seemed to crash down. It's hard to celebrate when secretly in the back of my mind I think, "Oh, not again...after spending $5,000 on this procedure I'm still NOT pregnant." But I guess you have to take one day at a time so for now I choose to celebrate my accomplishment and leave the rest to God because I can't take the stress anymore!