Alan Patrick Youngblood

My genetic testing results came back and everything was healthy/normal. There is still no reason for the miscarriage. My heart still hurts and time hasn't helped it any. I know we will hold a child of our own one day but finding out today that it was a little boy breaks my already fragile heart into million pieces all over again. Josh and I decided since we found out it was a boy that we should name him: Alan Patrick Youngblood.

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IN MEMORY OF

ALAN PATRICK YOUNGBLOOD

miscarried February 12, 2010.

Remembered by Josh & Julie Youngblood:

Your Dad and I struggled for 5 1/2 years to create you. We never gave up hope that one day you would enter our lives and fill our hearts with joy. The day we found out you were coming was the best day of our lives. You entered our world and made everything so thrilling and so new! Pure excitement and elation poured from our hearts as we shared the news with everyone we knew. You were prayed for from that moment on. You were our first baby, and though we never got to hold you, we will continue to hold you in our hearts forever. We loved you from the beginning and our love for you will never end. You are our “Baby Youngblood.“
They say there is a reason,
They say that time will heal,
But neither time nor reason,
Will change the way we feel,
For no one knows the heartache,
That lies behind our smiles,
No one knows how many times,
We have broken down and cried,
We want to tell you something,
So there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of,
But so hard to be without.

With all our love,
Mom & Dad
XOXO