Tomorrow = NERVOUS TONIGHT

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous about my doctor's appointment tomorrow morning. I'm even more sick after calling the RE yesterday because of unknown bleeding. So not only do my ovaries not work, they had to poke me 4 different times to get a blood sample, but now I'm bleeding and I haven't even ovulated. If anyone knows where I can get a new model of this body, let me know! I only want to upgrade a few parts. I'll keep the shortness, and even the extra weight. I would just like some new ovaries, and maybe throw in a new thyroid. Is that too much to ask? I mean really? This whole process is very frustrating, disappointing, heartbreaking, and a real test of our endurance. I know the only reason Josh and I have been able to make it this far is from all the prayers, love, and concern so many people have shown us. So, thank you for that. I will never be able to fully describe how much it has helped us, but know that it truly gives us peace in our hearts in our times of distress. So thank you! Now, if I could just make good news come to me tomorrow, I'd be set. I will leave you with a funny quote from Josh yesterday: "Baby, I used to think I wanted a baby." (Me) "Now you don't?" (Josh) "Nope, now I just want a damn follicle!"