Valentine's Day

I was pretty bummed out on Valentine's Day to say the least. It was the first day I was alone since we found out our baby died on Friday. Josh had to go back to work since he would be taking off to be home with me for my D&C surgery. I don't really remember doing much but crying that day. I felt badly because I normally make Josh a card and get him a prank Valentine's gift of some sort. This year was different because my whole world was shattered two days earlier. Around 4PM the doorbell rang and I generally don't open the door unless I know who is standing on the other side. For some reason I just assumed it was Josh and opened the door. It was not Josh. Instead, it was a delivery man sent by Josh. I really think I have the best husband in the world. I love Josh!!!!!